To James

by Matt Sheeley

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1.
To James 03:42
Life's not perfect and happy Love cannot be tamed It's messy, confusing, and humbling; no sense of it can be made. But not life, nor love, nor joy can be found if a sensible path you seek. So you wanna find love like the movies? Well, son, you'll be let down. It's said that 'love endures all things' That's just not true of all fates you'll find. Better you learn this truth straight out: The fight you fight for those you love is the hardest fight of your life. Do not despair so soon; hope yet lies within. Happiness can still be found if you seek but a simple exchange. I tell you all this not to cause you despair but to celebrate love that once was...as I knew it.
2.
Expression 03:08
There it is again- Looming, unavoidable I see it, I hear it, I do not understand it I dismiss it for what it is There is nothing else to do There it is again- Heavy in the air I sense it, I know, I do not understand it I retreat within my mind There is nothing else to do There it is again- Louder, more intense I feel it, I am it, I do not understand it I ignore its pleading call There is nothing else to do There it is again- It’s been here all along I change it, I shape it, I do not understand it I embrace my twisted fate There is nothing else to do There it is again- Now it takes control I hate it, I fight it, I do not understand it I resist my chosen path There is nothing else to do Here it is again… I do not understand it
3.
Untitled 04:28
I took a walk today A million thoughts rushed through my mind Sometimes life can get the better of us Take away from things we’d soon forget The irony to me, though, Is that’s not living true at all. That which we most ignore That which we pass by every day Can sometimes be the piece you thought you needed To make you feel complete in your own eyes If you want to be happy Take stock of that which you never do Those things of most importance, The simple beauty of a life, Are sometimes lost about the daily struggles We find within ourselves most every day Life is not hard to figure All that you need is here and now And all those precious moments That you recall when I’m by your side See someday soon you’ll know what’s most important Like walking hand in hand in the pouring rain
4.
Somedays 03:09
The answer to life must be somewhere out there; Where do I go from here? I thought I knew but please remind me This bottle is only so deep Why is it that when you’re sure of one thing Another comes along to disprove it? But I am fine I tell myself, The Creek cannot disagree I am strong and I have faith; What more can you ask of me? At the end of the day, this man’s done his best And my name I can leave in good rest These shoulders have borne much more than their share Yet slender they are wont to quit Yet still I trudge on, feigning that none Could rattle the prodigal son The truth of it is, somedays I’m remiss For taking on everyone’s burdens but one But I am fine I tell myself, The Creek cannot disagree I am strong and I have faith; What more can you ask of me? At the end of the day, this man’s done his best And my name I can leave in good rest
5.
Sonder 02:54
You are your hero, Your action, Your protagonist, You are your home Your life playing out Through pages unbound Every action, a flick of the pen. Every choice, a turn of the page. The world around you, Vaguely defined, All else but a scene in your story All else but a face in the crowd. You’ll soon be gone this way In others’ own tales You’ll play a supporting role You’ll be a nameless face You are your hero, Your action, Your protagonist, You are your own.
6.
Looking Back 03:56
Well looking back at how things were I don’t miss you but I need you to know With all that’s changed from then to now, For me those days remain the same. You love what you have and you love while it lasts And the rest you just leave for new loves to surpass Over morning tea it comes back to me: That Utah scene you hate me to tell Well you cursed the stars, you looked quite the mess And that tent I don’t know how it was standing But you looked so proud as you turned to me then And I swear that I loved you all over again. Well those North woods had us and we had them We were cold and soaked and lost like hell I never was that good with directions But it always seemed to work out just as well ‘Cause that lightning storm off the edge of the bay Was a sight we could only have seen that way So looking back at how things were I keep thinking about how things will become With all that could change by tomorrow I’m just thankful for the time we could share. Though people may come and people may go, You can’t put a tag on memories, you know.
7.
I was only but a lad When that muddy hymn made glad This heart and gently coaxed me for to hear That little tune still floats along Over the old, forgotten lung Some time ago when youth breathed through it clear Oh, but now it’s just a testament To that time and what’s left of it It can still be heard if you listen for it, dear. Once I held a stranger for so long I thought I knew her But now I am my stranger, Though the dreams of future pain her As they often do to those who pass it by The earth has sounded different now, To her, to me, and still I vow To wander through these pines until they know Familiar notes around me rise, Howled to the sultry skies, Awakening some tragic truth below Now that swelling symphony Breaks forth for me in mystery Covering the earth in fiery rain Breathing free and clear again, It comes resounding through the glen A tune that memory never could retain But time has made it new once more, What never would have been for sure Is that which we can make our truest aim Once I held a stranger for so long I thought I knew her But now I am my stranger, Though the dreams of future pain her As they often do to those who pass it by
8.
Come Home 06:01
Take me Hold me as I drift away I want to see my body as it should be Show me Call me as only you can Part of me you can take- what's left you but reclaim Lead me Guide this pen I hold It was through you that I once spoke Find me Turn within as I call out and we both strain with muted mouth: Come home
9.
Earth Lover 05:40
Our hearts are fragile Our minds, weak. Love, like air, We desperately cling to Forgetting the price one thing may have When you let it consume you These wounds may leave No visible scars It carves you, forms you, With its callous touch. Let no one tell you otherwise, son: Naught else can maim as much. Earth Lover, stand strong, O son of mine There is no shame in lying down For down, you know, you are not bound Earth Mother, yet one is in need of you, What faith you can, grant him anew For love, you know, is the best thing we do.

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Made for listening front to back. Intentionally raw and intimate, this album was recorded in my apartment and is centered around life lessons and experiences I wanted to pass on to my son.

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released January 21, 2015

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Matt Sheeley Saint Paul, Minnesota

Passionate folk pop paired with intimate poetry. Lush arrangements inspired by spiritual nature communion and containing fragments of childhood photographs. Poetry with depth that is meant to be explored and music that supports it. All of these are synonymous with Matt Sheeley. ... more

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